heavy.

Death hurts. This past week two people around me have died.

I look on the Facebook of their loved ones and I cannot stop the tears from flowing--and just thinking I could not imagine the pain of loosing my sister or my mom.

I find myself pleading with God to not let that happen to me--Is that selfish? Sometimes it feels that way. All I know is that my eyes are like faucets and my heart in pieces for all the loss and death I have seen in these past few day.

God please come soon so no one else has to endure the pain and suffering of this world.